Hello! I was very happy when I lived with my parents and older sister. But my dad died and my sister moved to Italy to earn money. She married and gave birth to a child there. Her husband became abusive. He beat her even when she was pregnant. As a result she developed psychological problems. Mom went to Italy to help her. Mama is there more than a year already. I lived in a monastery. My room had no windows and looked like a closet. I felt very alone, stopped trusting people and didn't value life.